I'm watching the movie "Trojan War." It's really stupid, and despite the comedic nature is sortof depressing me.  Why? Due to my passive nature I don't stand a good chance of fucking some guy before I graduate.  Yeah, reading back that sounds a little superficial so I will clarifiy.  I just want "one" guy to mess around with, not for a relationship, just to learn how.  I don't really understand the whole concept of love between male and female, so I'll just skip that part.  It's not that I can't get one, it's just that I don't know how.  I'm still young, I have plenty of time, and who knows maybe I'll be a 'better' school person when I'm a senior. 

Why does the image of a 'girl' have to be pink ? Not in the sense of a color, but what the normal girl is supposed to be?  I wear plain hoodies and baggy jeans, not decorated crap with designer labels.   I don't wear make-up, I wear my hair the same way everyday.  Why are girls so psychotic? the ones I am forced to sit by in class jabber on endlessly about their weight, who they go out with, shit like that.  If I could I would have slipped them a few testosterone pills; they need to grow some balls, and maybe a mustache. I mean who weighs themselves? 

I don't even want to think about the world, and it's fucked up sterotypes right now.  Boys have it so much easier, if I could've chosen my gender, I would have been a boy. 

I am afraid of babies and toddlers, the little bastards can rot in hell. They're just useless pieces of crap. So you see not all girls want children.

I'm done with writing, I LOVE NOT GOING TO SCHOOL!!!!! please let me never go back to that ninth circle of hell they call my "educational home".